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Showing posts with label photography. Show all posts
Showing posts with label photography. Show all posts

Thursday, June 03, 2010

a thought on La Jetee


if you’re a photography major like me and you ever doubt the credibility of your program and what they make photography out to be, please watch this and trust in everything that lies outside of these educational based contrived claims. tell them that there is beauty in simplistic photographs such as these, those with a raw purity, those bare yet full of expression. a moment stopped in the eye of a lens, immutable, lingering forever through mutable reality - these are the photographs that make hearts feel pleasurable pain, like a warm emptiness realizing these easy moments have come and gone. they are once, always were once, will continue to be once, until death tears us from time and space like life tears a child from its’ mother’s womb. moment after moment after moment, never repeating, never returning. the only manner in which we may return, aside from a subconscious reawakening, is through the photograph. we recall each moment, let it be a tedious one or a dismal one or a glorious one, as a moment of our past caught in the web of present. one of the most beautiful things are these photographs, where a moment you will never relive or be able to replicate is shown to you in all it’s simplistic glory, just as you remembered it.

i get tired of people telling me that photography should be dramatic and salient and obvious and look! at! me! because i don’t think that’s what it necessarily should be. it should be all about moments. naked photographs are just as striking in it’s subtlety.

a moment in an ordinary life. no other kind of photographs matter.

(La jetée, Chris Marker, 1962)

Sunday, July 26, 2009

stoned on shoes and literature




I'm too lazy to write anything like I usually do (eccentric/overlysatirical/slightlydisturbing) so I'm going to write an excerpt from something I found in my sketchbook journal. By the by, who wants to buy me these shoes? My email is over there --> or you can reach me via phone call, my number is 1888DESPRIT. Thanks. Anyways, right, the excerpt.

Her eyes told me something. A silent strife, subjectively weeping in the most crucial manner. It meant something. Not only to her but also to me. My sympathies began to well underneath my chest, and I impulsively took her hand in my own.
"It's going to be all right" I told her, and suddenly objectivity took its toll and she was wearing her heart on her torn up sleeve. And I joined her in her anguish, the sruggle to grasp the reassurance. We wept and held onto each others hand as tightly as we could, as if our hands were the concrete form of my previously uttered statement.

I probably wrote this in a delusional state because typically my writing is shit in comparison. Oh, and the picture of me is from a few weeks back. Yes, I realize those glasses have no lenses in them. If I had a nickel for every time I've said that I would be able to buy every pair of the Chanel gun shoes that were ever made and rent out an empty pool and go to town via diving board.

Sunday, May 03, 2009

your mouth is running

Hazel tagged me to list seven random things about myself, which is kind of ironic because I wanted to blog but had no idea what to blog about.

i) I have a tendency to misplace things often.
ii) Whenever I'm alone in my house, all I do is sing, usually what's been in my head all week. Currently it is this. My mouth... is touching...
iii) Sometimes I feel like quitting blogging because I feel as if I come off too pretentious/narcissistic/egotistical, which is pretty contradictory to the truth.
iv) The taste of grapefruit repulses me to no end. Same goes for tonic water.
v) I could sleep like an infant listening to the sound of Alec Baldwin's voice.
vi) Today was the first day I thoroughly read an issue of i-D magazine.
vii) I find I always take out my camera in the most lethargic of moods; with the exception of photographing outfits. They aren't meant to beauty shots, but more regarding sincerity and actuality I suppose.

Monday, April 20, 2009

i've been talking to mickey mouse for the last half hour

When procrastination keeps intruding while you try to do school work with the occasional "WHAT'S UP?" and you respond "NOTHING MUCH!" and the next thing you know you've drawn bones on your hand and taken pictures of them in an intoxicated procrastination high. I'm so high on delaying action that my mouth tastes like rainbows.






Monday, April 13, 2009

Let's just do it tomorrow

I was the photographer for a family member of mine's wedding. Very simplistic and intimate, so there wasn't very much extravagance to capture. Then again I think this is how weddings should be, the intimacy of them I mean. They're perceived as atypical if they're not ostentatious. That's not what they're all about at all. But that's beside the point. This is the first wedding I ever photographed and it was very exciting as a newly consistent photographer. You get to see the wedding from behind the lens more often than with your own set of eyes.

These pictures are only the monochromatic, horizontal set of the bunch. Thought I'd limit it down to a few since there are, well, a lot. 

The one I'm most satisfied with is one of the last; my grandfather taking a picture with his neat camera of the city I live in. Three of my favourite things in one photograph. 








EDIT: I had more pictures but edited it because I realized I'm a bit antsy about putting full, extremely recent portraits of family members on my blog for any random individual to see.

Sunday, April 05, 2009

My mother, at 24, when I was temporarily living in in her womb. I would pack up and leave several weeks after this photo was taken. Today, I stand a few inches taller than her and could lift her off the ground without extreme difficulty. Funny how things work out.



Tuesday, March 31, 2009







Gilda, Hedi Slimane, Eugene Richards, and Anton Kratochvil. Black and white: today's source of inspiration.

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Tiananmen Square protests of 1989

Today, I'm inspired by the quote "Political power comes from the barrel of a gun." By that logic I can also say I'm inspired by factuality and truth and still be deemed accurate. The sun'll come out tomorrow, but should I really bet my bottom dollar?

There's a great article I read about the Tiananmen protests from a female journalist with a bird-eye's view from a hotel balcony of the entire occurrence. If I find a link, I'll post it, it's definitely worth the read. 

Sorry if I'm coming off as a bit overly-political and lethargic today. But I'm not going to controvert my actual mood with a post about floral skirts and high heels. (Oh god, I sound so bitchy, you know I love you guys. Srslytho.)






Tuesday, February 24, 2009

It's all quiet now.


Sunday, February 22, 2009

Paolo Roversi and nerdiness

I find myself growing an extreme appreciation for Roversi photos. The feel of all his photos are the epitome of photographic perfection. He can make anyone or anything look beautiful no matter what the circumstances.






Friday, January 23, 2009

hi hi hi






In order: Sleeping cousin, stoned aroused cousin, Marilyn Monroe, Marilyn Monroe, an image from having friends over on my Macbook.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009





Motion Picture Soundtrack


Red wine and sleeping pills
Help me get back to your arms
Cheap sex and sad films
Help me get where I belong

I think you're crazy, maybe
I think you're crazy, maybe

Stop sending letters
Letters always get burned
It's not like the movies
They fed us on little white lies

I think you're crazy, maybe
I think you're crazy, maybe

I will see you in the next life

(Something comes after the silence, and it's transcendental.)

Monday, January 19, 2009

they got a ranch they call numba fifty one








I adore the imperfections of blurry photos. You don't truly know the details of the photo's subject. It evokes a lot of mystery.

Tomorrow I go to the six floor library downtown to study, then to a few vintage record stores. It's little things like that that make me extremely jovial. Plus there's a huge organic food market next door. They sell the most orgasmic brownies I've ever tasted.