My head and heart and body hurts so much right now.
His work was one of the reasons I'm this passionate about clothes today. I feel like I lost a teacher, a friend who I could rely on to keep me inspired with every collection, and I would still maintain this inspiration for months and months until he released his next brilliant collection of clothing. The fact that I no longer have this is like someone ripped a piece from this passion and fed it to dogs.
I'm not reading this back because I'm incapable at the moment.
I'm just going to return to going through his archives and crying until my eyes are dry.